A
FINAL GOODBYE
"He is
gone!", they told me. Oh no! I cried it must not be.
Through my tears I
look where he was wont to run.
What trick is
this? I said. Look - there! here he comes.
Tongue lolling
from grinning jaws, a happy bark comes to me on the air.
But why does it
sound so faint? Almost like a half forgotten haunting memory.
He stops and bows
in invitation to play, a gesture so dearly remembered.
Can't you see him?
I beg with heartbroken prayer.
But now he looks
at me with a knowing look of sadness in his eye.
My heart breaks
anew as I begin to realize that he is playing now where no mere mortal
can hope to go alive.
He turns and would
return, then looks ahead as misty shapes begin to appear and I see again
those who have gone before.
Now joy is on his
face, Joy I feel stolen in that moment from my heart.
He races to meet
the ones who come to greet him and shoulder to shoulder they fade from
my tear filled sight.
I walk to where he
stood and there upon the ground is one last quickly fading paw print,
left perhaps to ease a final good-bye.
Dianne
McKee